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patientHuman4838
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PathStep 5 Compassion hearts26 Forum posts3 Forum upvotes2 Current upvotes2 Age GroupAdult Last activeMarch, 2021 Member sinceOctober 9, 2020
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I have major depression, active suicidal thoughts but aside all that, I’m just a 21 years old girl trying to achieve her dreams of working in healthcare eventhough it seems that fate is against her.

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21 years old & in need of help
Depression Support / by patientHuman4838
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 March 12th, 2021
...See more Hi, I was diagnosed with major depression at 19. My mom had a tumour in her since I was 7 and was given two choices, operation which let her live for five years on medication or no operation, one year of life without medications. She chose one year, thankfully she lived way past that until I was 15 and she was diagnosed with cancer and not so long after passed away. Ever since, I am dead, suffered in silence until 19 I decided to seek help because I attempted suicide. Diagnosed with depression. My family aren’t great so my condition was forgotten. I did my best to survive and completed school to get my diploma and I thought I will have a normal life like my friends which is to get a job but I failed (another series of unfortunate events because the hiring employers were mean). I need money to continue my degree thus right now I need a job. I am so lost and every day of my life, I wake up and I feel like just letting my soul go. Can someone help me and tell me how do I go on from here? I don’t know, I wake up crying and I sleep crying. I am very exhausted.
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