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peachbirch
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I'm an awkward mess whos trying to get better because not killing myself isn't really something to brag about. My hobbies include worrying too much and being sad but I also like reading, watching shows, and listening to music. Im always free to chat!

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Anxiety Support / by peachbirch
Last post
 January 31st, 2018
...See more i have social anxiety and its pretty bad. school is starting kinda soon and im so worried about going back. i always wanted a fresh start and a new year is exacly that but im not sure i can do this anymore. i barely got through last year, failing almost every class, missing a shit ton of school, i dont think i can do it anymore. i found out im in a class full of people i dont know. all my friends are in different classes and i asked one of my parents to request a class change, something you can do in my school, but they refused. my anxiety and mental problems are something i always hid from people but i finally told my parent and they completed bushed me off. they said that i wasnt sick and i was saying all this to get sympathy and skip school but all i want is to feel comfortable in school and be with someone who makes me feel comfortable around them. i dont know if theres something wrong with me. i dont know if im just doing this for attention they told me i shouldnt get special treatment and that if they could take it, that i should as well. "thats life" is something they said and i can agree with that. i get that sometimes you will have to be in situations where your uncomfortable and alone but for me its so unbearable when i am, that i cant breathe and i want to throw up and thinking about spending an entire year like that, i cant even imagine myself doing that.i dont know what to do. i want to go to therapy for this so i can get atleast better, but i have no clue how to bring it up. i have no one to tell and im not old enough to schedule my own therapist? is it serious enought to go to a therapist. is my parent right, should i just deal with it? . i feel bad for making people deal with these kinds of things for me and being such a burden. i dont even know if my freinds want to be in the same class as me. how can i get a therapist? an how can i convince my parent to talk to the school about this? should they?
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wOOP i feel like craP
Depression Support / by peachbirch
Last post
 December 12th, 2017
...See more Hey everyone. I'm a teen struggling with depression, self-harm and suicidal thoughts. I'm not sure when this all started but a pretty long while ago. I just lost the motivation to do anything, and I'm not sure what to do about it, but it's really interfering with my studying and relationship and just with life in general. I just feel hopeless. I find it pretty hard to enjoy all my hobbies or talking to people since it just feels like nothing really ends up mattering in the end because I'll just die, no matter how hard I try to be motivated and feel happy I just can't. I have no plans for the future, and i can't imagine myself doing anything apart from eventually killing myself. I have friends and people who care about me and my life isn't bad but it feels like friends are pretending to like me or just tolerating me even though i know they aren't but I can't stop feeling this way. I just want to cry sometimes and I don't know why, even when everything is okay and I'm meant to be happy and everything great. Does anyone else struggle with things like this? And what do you do about it? I'm always here to talk. im finally trying to improve and i have no idea who to talk to so im here. thanks!
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