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permanentnight
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Depression Support / by permanentnight
Last post
 June 30th, 2023
...See more I've seen a lot of other people do this so I guess I'm just gonna rant about stuff here bc there's no chance of anyone I know irl seeing this and knowing it's me Lately my mom has really been pissing me off with her whole favoriting my younger brother thing. She does this constantly and she's been doing it for years. She also refuses to admit that she favorites him and uses dumb excuses like "He's younger." Yeah, he's younger, but he's still capable of doing things. He can do all the chores my sibling and I were doing at his age. But he doesn't. Instead, my mom will make either me or my other sibling do it. It's so annoying and I can't stand it. She makes everything about him. Everything. I've tried talking to her about it and my sibling has tried and my aunt has tried but she just doesn't listen. Sorry that he's a perfect angel and I'm just some f***** up guy with mental issues and no friends. And then she wonders why I plan on moving far away from here when I'm able to.
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Friendship Support / by permanentnight
Last post
 July 23rd, 2023
...See more I feel so alone. The main person I talk to/hang out with is my younger sister and that just feels so pathetic. Whenever I do actually hang out with my friends, I feel invisible. For example, about a week ago, we all went somewhere together, and the other two kept talking about something that happened and that I wasn't a part of. The one asked the other if they should tell me what was going on, and then they both agreed not to. Later on, they brought it up again, still acting as if I wasn't there. I just feel like *** every time I hang out with these friends but I struggle so hard trying to talk to new people. Anyways, this is my first time posting anything on here lol. No one has to respond to this or anything, I just felt like ranting, but if anyone wants to talk lmk.
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