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persistentTurtle415
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I wish I could see a way out
Depression Support / by persistentTurtle415
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 July 22nd, 2019
...See more It's all my fault, I've put myself in this situation and now I must face it. I'll accept a job too hard for me just to don't disappoint my partner. I know I'll pay it, but I really can't stand seeing him disappointed or thinking I like easy life. I could've just waited to find a job I knew I could do, but I was such in a hurry to please him, I didn't think about what I was doing. And now I'm here, laying down in our bed, 2,30 a.m. thinking what to do. I just would like to disappear, disappear from life, so I would never let anyone down. I would like to run away from everyone, I really wish. Tomorrow I'll accept the job and I'm not sleeping. I'm also wondering if I'll ever learn to live without the weight of pleasing people and thinking about the price I'll pay for my decision, will I be able to pay it without ruining my relationship? I really don't know, I wish I could see a way out. Ps: sorry for the mistakes I made, I'm Italian and very tired, so please forgive me.
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