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pheonixfyre
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I'm pretty boring. I like superheroes. I'm a huge nerd but I like to think I'm cool too. I like to read and draw. Art is fun and I think I'm okay at writing. I love Marvel and I like Hunger Games, Percy Jackson, and a bunch of other books that I'm blanking on. I hope I don't get annoying to you.

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**TW** I relapsed again
Self-Harm Recovery / by pheonixfyre
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 March 30th, 2020
...See more I just got 7cups again so forgive me if im doing this wrong. umm. hi. youre basically the only people who know i self harm. i was 2 months clean. before that 6 months. it always just a day and a few cuts. TW*** im sorry to be graphic but for background info, I self harm using things around me usually. i used a pencil when i first started. Ive used razors. pocket knives, and mostly. fingernails. ive scratched myself so hard that i draw blood. i call it cutting because im cutting myself, just using my nails. im so sorry to be graphic I was doing so well. but this quarantine is really killing my mental health. and I was talking with my school counselor, (shes absolutely amazing, so much better than my last one) and it was a good day for me. I had showered, curled my hair, talked to my best friends. and it was so good. but right before i called her, i stopped crying after 3 hours. i tried to look like i had my shit together. *pardon my swearing* and it was good. well apparently i mask too well. i wasnt upfront with her because my parents were home and i didnt want them to hear. I emailed her apologizing to her for it because i felt bad and she told me that I should schedule a time but not as often because other people need her more. Yes. other people need her. the world doesnt revolve around me. but i really needed her that day. she doesnt know that. and she doesnt know that i self harmed. Mom sorry, i just needed to tell someone
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