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pinkiepie1724
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PathStep 3 Compassion hearts999 Forum posts130 Forum upvotes246 Current upvotes246 Age GroupTeen Last activeAugust, 2026 Member sinceMay 21, 2026
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🌸Hi🌸

I am pinkie, and I am here to help and get help!

My favorite bands are my chemical romance, green day and nirvana!! as you can tell I love my little pony 💕

I am a trauma survivor and I am diagnosed with Adhd, OCD, depression and ptsd ❤️‍🩹 you are always safe with me regardless of your sexuality, gender identity, or religion 🌸

🖤I am not afraid to keep on living🖤 - my chemical romance "famous last words"

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tried everything
Self-Harm Recovery / by pinkiepie1724
Last post
 Sunday
...See more TW This is a more vulnerable post for me. I havent found a way to quit yet. Its breaking me. My mom feels powerless and frankly so do I. im going to let my therapist know. I've had phases of being able to hold off more, and im thinking ill be able to get back to that. I know this isnt forever. this isnt me. but I dont know wtf to do anymore. I have tried so many things. Something about this just sucked me in.
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slow recovery
Self-Harm Recovery / by pinkiepie1724
Last post
 July 31st
...See more hi guys!! last time I did sh was 2 days ago, im really trying my best. I just haven't been able to quit fully. I know it isnt what I should be doing, but the addiction always gets me. I know I will get better, its just taking a long time and I was curious if there's anyone else here thats kind of one foot in one foot out I love you all
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poem
Self-Harm Recovery / by pinkiepie1724
Last post
 July 24th
...See more tw: descriptions of SH promise sometimes I fear myself and who i used to be before I picked up the sharps and broke my mother's heart its sacred thing to be naive naive to the pain naive to the sight as the blood drips skin rips everyone suspects when you take longer bathroom trips they love you so they watch but you just pull away you want no one to see the only reason you do it is to flee but this self destruction in itself is something to leave so now all I have is scars and a promise a promise to be free
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back from deactivation
Group Support / by pinkiepie1724
Last post
 July 18th
...See more tw mentions of sh/suicide hey! my account was deactivated because I appeared in crisis while engaging here - im not quite sure which specific behavior, because I have never expressed being suicidal. however I do struggle with sh. and we are not supposed to share detail in the chats, but ive had instances where other people in the chat try to make sure im not in danger, so ive slightly detailed the sh ti reassure them. thats the only thing I can think of that ive done wrong. I love it here, and im not knowing where to start. I dont want to make any mistakes but its hard to know when I dont even know what was reported.
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new wounds look worse than when I did it
Self-Harm Recovery / by pinkiepie1724
Last post
 July 2nd
...See more extreme tw, details of wounds/scar healing So the night before last, I scratched myself kinda bad. maybe counts as cuttingbut idk bc it was with plastic instead of a metal thingie.. anyways now the scratches are like little indents in my skin, filled with yellow scabs. I am so disappointed just looking at it. and the worst part is I cant rlly put a bandaid on em because that makes weird brown liquid come off on the bandaid. but if I keep it uncovered they stay dry
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ugh (trigger warning ⚠️)
Self-Harm Recovery / by pinkiepie1724
Last post
 June 30th
...See more I relapsed last night, was scratching i suppose it was a bad like cutting? i didn't think it was that deep bc there was no bleeding but now there's brownish yellow scabs on my arm... anyways I just have to recognize that I am getting better, even if it doesn't feel like it. I haven't harmed the way I did last night in a while. doesn't mean I will again ♥️
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god this lyric
Self-Harm Recovery / by pinkiepie1724
Last post
 June 29th
...See more https://ibb.co/jPFfTNrw this lyric from vampire empire by big theif is exactly how I feel about my sh. there's no winning it feels love to you all, and im curious to know if this is how it is for any of you guys aswell ❤️‍🩹
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Frustrated but optimistic
Self-Harm Recovery / by pinkiepie1724
Last post
 June 26th
...See more I'm currently staying at my aunt's house, and last night I had a relapse. Not a bad one, just scratching and nothing bled. But i told my aunt immediately as shes someone i trust. She tried to understand what let to it, and suggested many ways she can try to keep me safe. And she told me she wasn't mad or disappointed, which was probably most helpful of all. I've been able to cut down from cutting to just scratching and hitting, but sh is sh and i need to get clean. anyways, im just frustrated and wondering when this cycle will end.
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