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pioneeringShip289
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Can someone pretend to be my mom and apologize to me?
Family & Caregivers / by pioneeringShip289
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 February 11th, 2022
...See more This is probably a very weird favor and I don’t know if I am doing this right since it is my first time posting here, but I just really want to hear an apology from my mom. I am tired of being emotionally abused everyday. I am tired of talking to myself and pretending that I could confront her with how I feel. I just want her to apologize for always being insensitive with how I feel, for prohibiting me from crying whenever I feel upset (I have to always stuff my mouth with cloth so that she wouldn’t hear me), for making me feel like I am always at fault, and for always blowing things out of proportion, I want her to apologize for pushing me to hate my own self. I want her to acknowledge that I am a human being, not something that she owns and could control. I want her to treat me like how she treats her dogs. I often feel jealous because she talks so kindly to them. I just want a normal mom, because I don’t have anyone else. I don’t have any siblings, my father is away, and I don’t have genuine friends. I want us to start having a better relationship, especially since we’re living together alone, and that she’s literally my only connection to the real world. Mom, please acknowledge that you are wrong too and apologize to me. I can’t keep soaking up all the yelling, the belittling, and the gaslighting. I could end up harming myself or worse. I am just really tired.
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