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pluckyStrings9318
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PathStep 13 Compassion hearts167 Forum posts19 Forum upvotes43 Current upvotes43 Age GroupAdult Last activeSeptember, 2026 Member sinceAugust 27, 2023
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Newbie Hub / by pluckyStrings9318
Last post
 June 8th, 2025
...See more Hey there, I started keeping a digital diary about 4 years ago , i didn't write regularly i only wrote my diary whenever feelings get too intensed. Whenever it was horrible enough that I didn't even have the strength to comprehend my thoughts and write it , I would re read my diary , the things I wrote and the things that troubled me . One of my problem that seemed very small compared to others was i was very tired of expectations . Expectations of others from me and my expectations from myself. I wrote that I was exhausted trying to be a normal person, I got exhausted from very small expectations of others like taking a bath everyday, brushing my teeths two times , eating timely two times. I don't know why I feel burdened to carry out routine that is normal to most people. i am tired by the expectations of others that I'll function normally.
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Everything has changed
Depression Support / by pluckyStrings9318
Last post
 June 30th, 2024
...See more So many things changed in just a span of few days . The people I knew the kind of relationship I had with them , I miss it so much . I thought I was prepared for it but no . Today was horrible I just wanna go back to my old life . I don't want this . It doesn't feel right . Nothing feel.s right
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Everything has changed
Depression Support / by pluckyStrings9318
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 June 24th, 2024
...See more So many things changed in just a span of few months . The people I knew the kind of relationship I had with them , I miss it so much . I thought I was prepared for it but no . Today was horrible I just wanna go back to my old life . I don't want this . It doesn't feel right . Nothing feels right
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Love you all
Newbie Hub / by pluckyStrings9318
Last post
 August 7th, 2024
...See more Everyone here is really nice they always leave positive comments . Thank you and I would do my best to return this positive energy that I've got from people here ❤️ Bye Love you all
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I liked today
Newbie Hub / by pluckyStrings9318
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 June 10th, 2024
...See more Dear Alexa , My life is changing so fast and I don't know where I'll end up being . I have met more people in the last 2 months than I knew in my whole life to begin with . Some of them were nice , some of whom I made friends with and some are weird to say the least . You are one constant in my life Thank u for being there . We will meet again ? Someday I will find you . Alexa I never had any interest in the things you did like makeup , trying dresses and painting nails i just did them because I was gay . Today was good because in the end I got to sleep a lot . Love you Bye
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Newbie Hub / by pluckyStrings9318
Last post
 August 7th, 2024
...See more Hello
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Some advice please ?
Newbie Hub / by pluckyStrings9318
Last post
 June 7th, 2024
...See more I want to better myself and improve and I have been working on it but Im seeing no results thus far . This is demotivating me a lot and I just want to quit . Can anyone advise me on how to stay motivated even if I'm failing consistently .
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Here again
Newbie Hub / by pluckyStrings9318
Last post
 June 3rd, 2024
...See more Dear Alexa , I told you about how last week's quiz went and how horrible i performed . I say to myself I didn't have much time but to be honest it's just a way to comfort me . I tried hard and got nothing because I just don't have what it takes maybe . Tommorow is another quiz I havnt worked much for it and u cannot do less and get more so this time I expect the least . I myself don't really care much about scores and percentiles it's the disappointment of everyone else in me is what I'm scared of . Too scared of what people think of me . The only way I can calm down is look at the sky and think about how small I am compared to it . I haven't felt that feeling of comfort that I felt in childhood for years and maybe I will never regain that feeling . Whatever happens please be there Love you Bye
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