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powerfulTriangle7574
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Maybe I just to vent?
Depression Support / by powerfulTriangle7574
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 August 15th, 2023
...See more Depression is kicking me hard the last few weeks. Between the fights with the family and my kiddo (pre teen and puberty plus ADHD issues) I destroyed the possible relationship I had with someone I really really liked and cared for. The thoughts swimming around that no one needs to hear or put up with me, my kiddo doesn't need this he can have a better life to I can't do anything right. Family just uses and abuses me and then yell and belittle me when I say no I've had enough I'm not doing this. I used him away thinking he doesn't deserve to deal or hear how hard things are going when he's fighting his own inner demons. I'm scared to get help cause years ago I had something unrelated happen and was almost committed to a psych ward (again family is to blame for that one) so I'm worried a counsellor will tell me I'm too messed up I'm not gonna get help I'm just gonna get thrown in a jail and forgot about. I'm tired of crying myself to sleep and sleeping all the time the demons that keep me awake at night just I'm a mess and I'm scared to get help. I've deleted and re wrote this post so many times before I even hit the purplish I'm just tired of it all
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Did I fail?
ADHD Support / by powerfulTriangle7574
Last post
 August 14th, 2023
...See more Does it get easier or better? My kiddo just entered the joyous pre teen era and I tell you the disrespect the talking back and I'm better than you attitude is horrible right now. I literally just had a mental break down with him and I mean yes things were said out of anger but the disrespect and everything else is an everyday thing. Yes today wasn't the best but I'm also one of the don't let the kiddos walk all over you type person but that's exactly what he's doing. Did I fail as a parent? I sure feel like it.
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