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Hard to get help when you need it TW suicidal Ideation
Depression Support / by purpleField4423
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 June 1st, 2025
...See more I've been in a battle with depression since I was a kid and I personally feel that when having thoughts of suicide it complicates your ability to actually get help when you need it. I'm afraid to talk about it with my therapist because I can't afford a hospital visit. I'm afraid to talk with family as they can't do much about it since they live across the country from me. Talking about it with my boyfriend only hurts him and I always end up down playing the severity and or can't physically say the words out loud because it hurts me too much to say it to his face. I end up dealing with it alone and that just makes me feel like I'm alone in it. If I do finally get someone to talk with it makes me feel as if I'm a burden or dramatic piece of crap. What is someone like me supposed to do? Where and how do I get help with out the risk of not being able to afford rent or food?
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