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quietsailboats
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PathStep 30 Compassion hearts70 Forum posts2 Forum upvotes10 Current upvotes10 Age GroupAdult Last activeJuly, 2025 Member sinceFebruary 25, 2022
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Journals & Diaries / by quietsailboats
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 November 7th, 2022
...See more For the past few days, I’ve been okay. Time hasn’t slowed down. Every day is similar and it’s going too fast. Fun, happy times pass me yet I still feel like a huge part of me is missing. Right now, I’m sad that I can’t be little anymore. I wish I could play with my old dolls undisturbed right now. Lalaloopsies. I want them with me, but I don’t know where they are. School isn’t that hard right now. I have friends. I think they really like me. I like them lots. But why do I feel like I’m unable to enjoy anything? This is a weird feeling and I hate it. I can’t stop. I think they count as instrusive thoughts. I feel like I’m nowhere. I feel disconnected from everything. I feel too different, my way of thinking. I don’t like it. I want to be carefree. I want people to like me so that I can feel safe and have lots of friends. I don’t want to look dirty, silent, or empty. This is weird. It’s bad. I am so tired, but I haven’t done anything. There’s lots I want to do. I don’t know how to wake up and join the present. Help! Help! I don’t actually know what I need in the first place.
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