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rationalCake5572
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Relationship Stress / by rationalCake5572
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 April 18th, 2020
...See more I broke up with my fiancé last month. We had been long distance for a year and it was becoming obvious, among other things, that he had no real plans to move and relocate to be with me and I wasn't in love with him anymore. I signed up for some dating sites and just happened to meet someone fantastic really fast. Then the pandemic started. My parents had been out of the country and I didn't want to live with them while they quarantined so I decided to try staying with this guy (now my BF) for the two weeks after they got home. It's been safe to go home for two weeks now but I'm still happy living here. I know it sounds crazy. I don't regret leaving my fiancé. I had come to resent him so much that I was avoiding his calls. Here's what makes me sad: I had hoped (probably naively) that one day we could be friends again. Since the breakup he has shown himself to be manipulative and vindictive. I have also come to some big realizations about our relationship and how manipulative he was the whole time. Unfortunately I've come to the realization that he is not the kind of person I want in my life at all. Last night I dreamed that we had a conversation on the phone. It wasn't about anything important, just catching up. I'm so tired of fighting with him and being angry with him. I want to just let him go but I keep getting hit with financial consequences and he keeps making up lies and rewriting history to try to get what he wants. It's exhausting.
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