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rationalShade9049
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i hate the way i feel.
Trauma Support / by rationalShade9049
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 August 31st, 2017
...See more a few months ago i caught my ex boyfriend/sons father molesting my 9 yr old, i flipped out of course and attacked him and had him arrested. since then he has been in jail and we have court coming up soon. A lot of this has triggered and brought up memories from the past of being molested by older cousins from age 4 to 7. and has also brought up a lot of represssed anger for my mother. I have also been serverly depressed with anxiety. i hate that i feel so guilty about what happened to my daughter, i should have kicked him out before any of this happened. he was abusive to me and i shouldve kicked him out. i also feel guilty because there are days i miss him. i hate that i have all these emotions and dont have a place to put them...... i almost took my life the other night and knew it wasnt the right thing to do.... i just wish all this huet would go away.....
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