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rayaneedshelptoo
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PathStep 15 Compassion hearts28 Forum posts3 Forum upvotes7 Current upvotes7 Age GroupAdult Last activeMarch, 2026 Member sinceNovember 5, 2017
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i relapsed after 6 years clean and i dont know why i chose that
Self-Harm Recovery / by rayaneedshelptoo
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 November 13th, 2025
...See more in short i am going through a tough time right now, and though it has been harder before i don’t know why i chose to do this now. i think i am struggling most about masking and pretending to be okay around everyone who’s close to me but i genuinely cannot bring myself to open up no matter how much i try, and they keep demanding i stay present with them because they don’t know.  i hope i don’t go back to this harmful coping mechanism. i’m trying and i will keep trying my best. i think i didn’t realize how quickly it escalates and thought of it as just a one time solution but it didn’t stop sadly. i will try
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