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reinz
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something i’ve wrote today
Trauma Support / by reinz
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 April 25th, 2025
...See more this emptiness is filling me, how do i get rid of it? is the only solution to get rid of it is to get rid of me? easy to say than to do, i wish i was like other people see me, a successful pretty girl who has anything she wants on her hands, they envy me for something that is not real.. and who am i? a void? a nothing? a mess?i wish i really knew who i was, all i can think of is emptiness cause i dont even know who i am, all these years of me faking to smile around people made me more miserable than i ever was, these flashbacks keep haunting me, flashbacks of my past.. no one knows the real me, neither do i. i have all of these heaviness holding tight on my back, and each day i live it’s getting heavier, will i be able to lift it all up one day? at this age of 19 people are young and having the best time of their lifes, and here i am worrying about something that i cant fix if people knew the real me, they will be chocked, they will even pity me, i choose to keep it all for my self and struggle with the shadow of my past and present that i cant fix, something isnt right with me, i’m fading away slowly and no one can save me
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