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...See more So this is my first time on this website so we'll see how this goes. I've had depression for over 10 years now, so that already doesn't help my situation haha. I'm a mom to two beautiful little girls, and wife to my wonderful husband. My girls are both under the age of 2, and right now I feel like I'm not being the best for them. My anxiety has been thru the roof, I can't keep my house clean, I blow up over tiny things, I hardly even cook a healthy meal for yhem, let alone eat right myself. I've got almost no support with anything. I love my husband and he works his butt off to take care of all of us since I'm not working anymore; but i feel like I can't talk to him about my problems cuz he has a job he hates with coworkers who are jerks and idiots, and is starting up school to get out of said job and into something more suited for him. I have no friends to lean on cuz they all moved away/have too many kids to have time to hang out anymore. My parents are too busy "working out" their stupid problems (actual stupid problems, not exaggerating) to be of any help. I'm so close to just giving up and leaving, but I know I can't do that to my girls and my husband, and I love them too much to leave them. I'm just not right for them anymore. I'm afraid I can't support my husband enough to help him succeed, and I'm afraid I'll ruin my girls for life. I don't deserve them in my life.

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