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renroh
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I struggle with depression and anxiety, but mostly I'm a smart and cool guy who is trying to have some fun.

Please please don't be stupid.

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I've decided I don't want to be happy.
Depression Support / by renroh
Last post
 August 23rd, 2017
...See more I'm a pretty interesting person. I enjoy being challenged. I enjoy getting approval from others. I don't enjoy things that other people enjoy. I don't ever feel happy. I do sometimes feel sad. Sometimes very sad. But never really happy, which I thought was a problem. But do you know what else I never feel? Bored. I'm never ever bored. I mean I was once and I was struck by the novelty. And that was two years ago. My extremes aren't happiness and sadness. They're sadness and exploding. I keep the fire burning for as long as I can and once I've used up everything I have I become overwhelmed by a combination of my dissatisfaction with life and my inability to change it. But when I do see a way to change it, I'm not happy and I don't want to be. I'm on fire.
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