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Trauma Support / by reservedCurrent255
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 January 2nd, 2019
...See more Im 25 now. When i was a kid i had 2 dads. My mom didnt know who so she aloud both in my life i took my brothers dads last name and spent weekends there and the other dad was the neighbor i would try to spend time with during the week. The neighbor molested me when i was 9 an raped me when i was 11. I spent my life till 14 in mental hospitals because my mom couldnt "deal" with me. I was raped again February 5th 2018 by a stranger while i was incapacitated. Ive been diagnosed with ptsd and a superimposed mood disorder with chronic depression. Im active in therapy and trauma group. But ive felt like this my whole life. I dont see a future i live on auto piolet most the time i dissociate my life doesnt seem real i feel like a big joke and i always have pain in my chest. My family seems fed up with "dealing" with me and i just want to disappear.
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