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Addiction Support / by seasiren6913
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 May 25th, 2021
...See more I am the partner of an addict. This week has been the worst it has been. My boyfriend ran away to his dealers house for a week, took too many oxy’s, got too drunk, and I found him past out, face down in the snow in our back yard. I took him to the ER, where they admitted him to detox and psych. I am at home, trying to cope with all of that, while taking care of our 12y/o, 8 y/o, and 7 month old while working a full time job as a member of management. I. Am. So. Burnt. Out As I’m trying to juggle everything, I just don’t understand why 😭 He has done so many terrible things to me and our family while under the influence. He is an amazing father and person when he is sober. He certainly want like this when I met him, but he did struggle with addiction in the past. I don’t know what I’m looking for by posting this. Maybe wisdom from someone who has loved someone struggling with addiction. Maybe just an ear to listen. I have no one in real life to talk to. I tried looking into addiction support groups in my area, but they are all religious based, and we are not religious. I feel scared of the future. I feel Extremely taken advantage of by MY PERSON and my safe place in the world is completely obliterated. I am so lost. He has lied to me countless times. He hid things. He has stolen money from me. All in the name of his habit that he hid for the last year. My heart is hurting for him, yet I’m so angry at him.
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