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secretWalker4781
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The Lion Remembers
Poetry / by secretWalker4781
Last post
 April 12th, 2025
...See more By the man I became. I was broken, I won’t lie— Heart torn open, left to cry. I gave my soul, I gave my name, And in return, I was handed shame. They called me selfish, called me less, Painted my love as a kind of mess. But they didn’t see the nights I bled, The prayers I whispered, the tears I shed. I used to rage, to curse, to fight, To drown in pain, alone at night. But fire does more than burn—it forges, And pain, when faced, slowly emerges As strength. I found God in the quiet— Not in vengeance, not in riot. He met me where I fell apart, And lit a flame inside my heart. I became the Lion—not because I roared, But because I rose when I was floored. Not perfect. Not unscarred. But restored. Now when memories knock like ghosts on my door, I don’t answer with war anymore. I answer with peace, forged through the trial— And a smile that says: “You lost. I’m still worthwhile.” I walk forward. Unshaken. Redeemed. No longer what they said. But everything I dreamed.
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Wife Divorced me because she wasn't happy left me for her coworker because they where going through a divorce at the same time.
Relationship Stress / by secretWalker4781
Last post
 May 1st, 2025
...See more Hey guys, so me and my wife were married for 5 years together for seven and at first when we started it was Rocky. You know I wasn't the best person. But we got married and I thought she loved me. She asked me to leave my job so that way she could pursue travel nursing as she wanted me to bring the kids with us. We have two kids by the way because last time she traveled she was nervous and depressed. Now I do that. We travel from Florida to Washington and in Washington it was hard for me to get a job even though I tried. My heart is I kept trying. Then she tells me she doesn't want to be with me anymore. She doesn't love me and that she was never happy in our marriage. Because yes I was the first guy she ever met and ever did anything with but it just hurts so bad and we taught last night and she told you that her life is better off without me in it and that she regrets being married to me. Now I'm hurting. I don't anyone and I'm fighting depression. I did everything I could for her. I mean everything. I would give her the clothes off my back and she couldn't walk. I would carry her. I gave my all and she just disregardes it like it. Never mattered. Cuz yes we did argue at yes We had disagreements but who doesn't. What couple doesn't? And does she want to label us as toxic? And I just don't know what to do. I don't. We got married at the age of 26 at 25. Currently now 31 and 30.
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