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selfdisciplinedDog3658
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Eating Disorder Support / by selfdisciplinedDog3658
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 February 12th, 2020
...See more I've had an eating disorder for some time now. My first experience was brought out from depression. I wasnt hungry and stopped eating and when I started losing weight I couldnt stop. My hair started falling out and I had lost over [Edited by Tazzie for specific weights] in less than 2 months. I gained back the weight and a couple months ago I relapsed. I stopped eating again. I went from [Edited by Tazzie for specific weights] fast. I hated my body. I couldnt eat without getting nauseous and that's only when I could convince myself to eat. I started losing body functions. I couldnt stand up long enough to shower. It gave me a sense of control though Which is all I needed. Control over SOMETHING. I love food and taking away something I love made me feel like I was in control of something I'm getting better. I eat at least 2 meals day and lots of snacks. I'm back up to [Edited by Tazzie for specific weights] finally!!! My body feels healthy and stronger. But sometimes I still hate my body. Any advice on how to cope with gaining the weight back?
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Trauma Support / by selfdisciplinedDog3658
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 February 11th, 2020
...See more In my freshman year of high school there was a shooting. It caused me a lot of trauma and still does. Whenever I go places the first thing that comes to my mind is what if happens again? Will I come home after this? What happened to all the families that have lost people to shootings? It used to affect my life more than it does now but it still affects me a lot.
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