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...See more Hi I got broken up with like almost 2 months ago and this was my first genuine love she was everything ik I'm a kid but she was everything she understood me and the 6 months we were together we barely fought we were honest and we cud talk for hours it was perfect she broke up with me after when we were having our exams and i kind of overwhelmed her calling to much saying she might leave me and yeah and it is my fault i do admit it and she broke up at first she said it's bc I'm getting dependent and she can't handle two people's mental health and she said bc of her 12th grade where she has to choose a college and everything she can't handle a relationship I was her first crush she thought she was asexual and she is also a avoidant person but in the relationship it was liekt hese problems never came up and now after she broke up i asked her to reconsider and she was until i freaked out again and started saying how she seems fine happy even and that she doesn't care and yeah and she said she can't do this bc it's too overwhelming for her and she wish she cud and that she wanted to be friends and I said no it's been like a month *** and I'm doing so *** I miss her so *** much and she seems fine and I feel so worthless to her and she was always the one saying she wanted to end up with me and doing all these things and i wanted to end up with her as well or try and she said she'd always fight for me and then she didn't and I feel so worthless and replaceable and I texted her and she didn't reply and *** it's bc she is having her exams again in some time but I sent that message for a long time until i just deleted it and i deleted our texts bc i kept texting her and she got annoyed or overwhelmmed and I don't want her to have these negative emotions towards me and i asked people to ask her if she's over me and she is and it hurts sm and i wish she cared and ik she's moving away to college next year so now a relationship is just even harder and she's so different now she's such a different person and she was caring andoving and stuff and now she's a stranger who doesn't care about me and i have so many conflicting and weird emotions

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