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shygal00
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PathStep 11 Compassion hearts26 Forum posts5 Forum upvotes7 Current upvotes7 Age GroupAdult Last activeMarch, 2023 Member sinceAugust 31, 2022
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I was hit by a car
Depression Support / by shygal00
Last post
 March 15th, 2023
...See more Hey I’m 18 and I was hit by a car a little over two weeks ago. Right now I understand it was an accident I’m not upset. I just miss my leg the way it used to be. I’m starting to be able to walk without a walker so walking isn’t the issue it’s just so ugly now. It’s gonna have a lot of scars and look misshapen for a long time idk if it will ever look the way it should. I miss my leg
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It’s kinda weird
Depression Support / by shygal00
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 October 13th, 2022
...See more Ya know I really thought I was doing better one conversation with my mom and now I’m in tears. I was really happy that I was doing better It’s usually a tough time this time of year. I don’t wanna be better I wanna be happy. Maybe if being okay is so fragile for me all I’ll ever be is numb before being upset. Maybe I’m just a sad person
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I just wanna be pretty
Eating Disorder Support / by shygal00
Last post
 September 14th, 2022
...See more I don’t even know if this belongs in this group I don’t know that it’s all that serious I’ve tried a couple different ways to weight like throwing up or just fasting and when I didn’t see results I’d binge eat so much then I got a job during COVID and it kept me busy I also was on a new antidepressant dose. When I started all I could notice was how I was the biggest in the room the first few days I brought a lunch until I started getting to embarrassed to eat around others so I stopped. If I worked that day (I worked nearly everyday) I wouldn’t eat the most I’d have was a can of coke to keep me from passing out anytime I looked at food it made me sick. I did pass out a few times. I lost 60 pounds in 6months and it was weird I’d never lost so much everyone was saying they’re proud of me how good I looked. It was nice it’s been two years since then I’m gaining again and I hate it I feel hideous. I didn’t know other people noticed my relationship with food either until my friend said that she noticed I don’t like eating hell I even passed out in front of her because I didn’t eat that day. How embarrassing is that. I just wanna be pretty I want the cute clothes to fit I want to be pretty like everyone else. This is all I can do passing out and not eating and for what to be 10pounds lighter if I’m lucky. Even being skinny won’t make my face pretty or my hair silky. I barely leave my house I don’t take pictures I barely look in the mirror. It’s weird that other girls can be pretty with bigger, tall, skinny, wide but I can’t. I just wanna be pretty
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