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First breakup
Anxiety Support / by smiley274
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 January 13th, 2025
...See more Me and my boyfriend of over a year broke up yesterday. At first I was okay with it, like I respect him telling me that he lost feelings as soon as he could and I understand what lead him there. After we got off call, it all settled in. All night long I was balling my eyes out. Like this was the only person I talked to. I have socail anxiety and it’s really hard for me to make friends much less a partner. I couldn’t sleep all night and I couldn’t even eat this morning. My body aches, everything is sore. I’m still in love with him and everything he did for me. But like Idk I just feel sick. It feels like I’m gonna throw up every few minutes and I coudl barely get out of bed this morning. There’s something about a year of “I love you, goodnight baby” and not getting it and just recovering a “goodnight (NAME)” that just really hurts me. I feel stupid, unloved and guilty. And I don’t know how to shake the feeling.
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