First breakup
Me and my boyfriend of over a year broke up yesterday. At first I was okay with it, like I respect him telling me that he lost feelings as soon as he could and I understand what lead him there. After we got off call, it all settled in. All night long I was balling my eyes out. Like this was the only person I talked to. I have socail anxiety and it’s really hard for me to make friends much less a partner. I couldn’t sleep all night and I couldn’t even eat this morning. My body aches, everything is sore. I’m still in love with him and everything he did for me. But like Idk I just feel sick. It feels like I’m gonna throw up every few minutes and I coudl barely get out of bed this morning. There’s something about a year of “I love you, goodnight baby” and not getting it and just recovering a “goodnight (NAME)” that just really hurts me. I feel stupid, unloved and guilty. And I don’t know how to shake the feeling.
@smiley274
You've just lost something really important to you. It sounds like the most important part of your life. Of course this is a shock to you and very distressing. Everything you are going thru is very understandable.
I also understand that you don't want to feel like this and want to get over it. Huge powerful feelings are very painful and unpleasant. And of course, with no other support structure you feel very alone with this pain.
I'm glad you shared here with us so that we can be here for you and give you some support. Sending you a virtual hug.
it's sounds tough I'm going with the same feeling but in my case he turned out a playboy
@smiley274
I’m really sorry you're feeling this way. Breakups are tough, especially when you’ve built a strong connection. Be kind to yourself—healing takes time, and you will get through this.
