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snowfire23
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Can't afford therapy, but I need help
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 January 6th, 2017
...See more I came to this site because I keep having these episodes where I cry hysterically and start saying things. It happens when I'm disoriented, like when I'm really drunk or having a nightmare. Last time it happened was New Years, and I said a lot of things to my boyfriend, Dylan, who was trying to console me. I kept saying stuff about abuse and people hitting me even though I've never had that happen and I told Dylan he was "just like the others". He started crying so I reached for a knife because I didn't want him to have to deal with these episodes anymore. I didn't do anything but suicide is a touchy subject with him, as well as the previous things I said. Now he says he thinks we should split up until we can both tackle our demons, but I'm not sure I can do that without him. I need advice on how to stop these episodes or find out what's causing them. I quit drinking but that doesn't solve what's making me say these things. I want to get better and I need advice on how to communicate with my boyfriend so he doesn't shut me out anymore.
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