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(trigger warning: description of harm) i miss it so much
Self-Harm Recovery / by sociableKiwi2053
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 February 11th
...See more   i just have to get this off my chest. i'm so tired of holding off on cutting or distracting myself from the urge or destroying cardboard with my blade. i want to cut my skin and i want to do it every time i get stressed. i miss seeing the blood fill the little white spaces and i miss how it felt daring to go deeper because of how angry i am at myself; how much i hate myself. i promised someone i'd stop, but i did it again a few weeks later and never told anyone. as of now i'm a little under 3 weeks clean, and sometimes i think it'd be fine if i just started cutting every day again; i already broke my promise, right? i barely know how to use this site; please lmk if i'm breaching any guidelines i may have missed
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