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Burning out and felling stressed
Work & Career / by sovador2024
Last post
 October 8th, 2025
...See more Hi so I work fast food minimum wage been here for a good almost 4 years and as of lately I've been asked to do lobby (cleaning bathroom restock drink station sweep mop ECT) and as of lately the new district manager says there can't be a perfect 3rd shift that they must always find something wrong so morning shift nit picks and finds something wrong mostly with lobby which I admit I can miss some things. Now I'm feeling burnt out because one of the newer managers always points it out to me when they note it and makes it seem like I'm slacking off and that's why I feel annoyed and close to burning out because I put all my energy into something just to be called a slacker how should I go about this because I'm starting to think I'm just going crazy
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I'm starting to feel optional
Friendship Support / by sovador2024
Last post
 September 25th, 2025
...See more My friend is dating my ex that I dated years ago and was on good terms with I should be happy right but I just don't and now I'm feeling optional as he's spending more time with her then me and overall I just don't know what my brain is doing but it's making me upset that he's hanging with her more than me even though that's how a relationship works and trying to explain it makes me wanna rip my hair out any idea on what's happening or how to help
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How do I end this
Trauma Support / by sovador2024
Last post
 September 5th, 2025
...See more It feels like the main traumatic event is still going on when it ended years ago but it's hard to accept that how it ended is the end of it I feel like the story isn't done the part of my life that happened isn't over and through everyone else's eyes it ended quickly within a day mabye but it feels like the book is open and won't close I don't know if I make any sense and I'm just tired of feeling like I'm in a unfinished story
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Anxiety + overthinking
Anxiety Support / by sovador2024
Last post
 September 2nd, 2025
...See more So I'm easily anxious about everything I overthink how others see me publicly even if no one is around but on to what's causing me to not sleep tonight so I have smart lights those ones you can control with a app well I used the app to turn my room off and suddenly later they turn on red now I'm not sleeping because I can't get the idea that something is out to get me and the light was a warning
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I'm feeling strong rn
Trauma Support / by sovador2024
Last post
 September 1st, 2025
...See more With me feeling the strength RN to tell the story of the childhood trauma I mentioned long ago I'm ready to tell my story as a thread as atlest putting it out there feels needed so as I mentioned I don't really remember when it exactly happened as after repressing it it feels fogged but I remember the details of what happened he invited me to a party well his mom did because none of his friends showed up and me not having many friends because I was "the weird kid" (late diagnosed autism explained alot) so as I was saying we quickly formed a friendship because of my lack there of and I get invited to spend the night when it was only him and me awake I was jumped on for trying to sleep him saying "he was bored and wanted to do something entertaining not sleep" we tried to get me to smoke I refused because I did not and still won't touch nicotine he tried getting me to drink alcohol again no but came the part that I have trouble saying alot only getting some points where I can say it but he made me suck his *** and I remember the minute he went to sleep that night I snuck out and ran like a prisoner escaping jail and luckily my house was a block away and I told my dad everything and for years after the police I never heard of it again now my senior year was when my repressed memories flooded in the panic attack I had all of it eventually I managed to ask my dad what happened he told me the detective sead boy's will be boys and the guy showed up at our doorstep multiple times when I was at school trying to say it didn't happen like I sead so now I'm trying to figure out how to move on when all that happened and police shrugged it off it's hard because it's something My brain randomly decides to hyper focus on and I have to find a way to calm myself down when I finally get my brain to shut up I desperately want just revenge something to give a end to the *** up story something to say the end just something but it feels like it's hard to get my ending
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Late diagnosised
Autism Support / by sovador2024
Last post
 September 2nd, 2025
...See more So this is for you all to share story's and mabye find mine relatable so I wasn't diagnosed until 7th grade went through most of my school time feeling different and the autism diagnosis reaction was basically "ok so um am I supposed to feel different" but looking back there were definitely signs first major sign was 1st grade I had discovered something I still like today a special interest star wars and in first grade that's all I talk about if my mouth opened star wars came out well I guess I drove most people crazy I mean my teacher started having cool down time at the end of class by having us do yoga and it was from a person using story's as a guide for it and first one was Star wars the second time it showed was middle school but I learned to mask Abit but hyperfixation Harry Potter and Pokemon those were my thing people were like "wow I liked Harry Potter aswell but your obsessed" and my response was "ya I get into whatever I like big time" meanwhile having a small Deck of Pokemon cards in pocket and a wand from Harry Potter in locker but then after getting pulled out of class multiple times a month they told me I had autism and that's my story
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Repressed and un repressed
Trauma Support / by sovador2024
Last post
 August 21st, 2025
...See more So my trauma happened as a child it's something I'm not gonna get too into but I ended up repressing it from when it happened (between 5 or 6 grade) to end of my senior year now idk if any of you experienced a memory coming out from repression but it came to me like a train I was sitting in a chair a separate room someone mentions a detail from the event and I ended up hiding in my room dealing with a panic attack please tell me I'm not alone
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