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sp00kyske11y
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PathStep 12 Compassion hearts13 Forum posts1 Forum upvotes3 Current upvotes3 Age GroupAdult Last activeMarch, 2023 Member sinceMarch 9, 2023
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Yo, I’m Dylan, 25 years old! I like helping people, especially with mental health. I’ve not had a good life, so I may as well make the most out of helping people with their problems, as I have probably been through the same thing!


i like Reading, Writing, Music, Horror Films, Photography.

my favourite film is Nightmare Before Christmas


I am also trans FtM! Unable to transition due to family not accepting me, but I try to live my life as I can. Even though it is hard!


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I’m trans, but no one accepts it
LGBTQ+ / MOGII Support / by sp00kyske11y
Last post
 March 13th, 2023
...See more I’m trans FtM, and no one in my family accepts it. I came out to my mum once and she turned around and said “I’ve got two sons, I don’t need another one.” But since then, I’ve noticed stuff. Because she joined ***, she shows me trans men, she doesn’t seem to mind them. She likes them. She follows them and talks to me about them. But as soon as I say, anything to do with me being trans (i.e “I want to cut my female parts off” “my life would be much better if I had this(male part, I think you get what I mean)). She laughs, acts like it’s a joke, treats me like crap. So why can she accept them, and those people, but not her own child? I’ve lived 25 nearly 26 years as a female, for her. I’ve suffered being this person, for her. Just so she can rub it in my face that she likes these other trans men and follows them. I can’t even do anything about it, because I am disabled and live at home because of said disabilities. I just want to be who I am. Tonight, I put a post up online where I know she follows me and it was a picture saying “I am trans, get over it.” But now she’s passed out drunk, so she probably won’t even see it. im just done. I’m sick of pretending to be something I’m not. I just want to be me. I don’t understand how she can like those people, but not her own child. I understand that I’m her child, her first “daughter” but I can’t help being me. I can’t help being born in the wrong body. It’s made me suffer for years, I’ve self-harmed, I’ve attempted. How can she not see what this is doing to me? Like I said, I get I’m her child and she doesn’t want another boy, but I’m 10x better than her other two sons. They don’t even want to know her, surely one son that wants to know you, is better than none at all. Someone help me? I don’t know what to do? Do I just carry on putting stuff up on ***, so she sees I’m not hiding away from this, until she says something, or what else do I do? I really need some help!!
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