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spinsteraunt12
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PathStep 2 Compassion hearts11 Forum posts3 Forum upvotes1 Current upvotes1 Age GroupAdult Last activeFebruary, 2018 Member sinceDecember 2, 2017
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As I type this, it's January 1, 2018. Maybe this year will be better than the last. Yeah, sure.

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I don't know where to post this... need help
General Support / by spinsteraunt12
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 February 16th, 2018
...See more I'm not good with forums, and I'm not sure where on 7cups to post this. I need to find an in-patient recovery center that Medicare will cover or information on a scholarship ASAP. If I don't do it now, I may never do it, and I may be dead soon. I don't see myself making it to 40, and I turn 39 this year. My doctors don't think I'll make it much longer if I don't do something. I've been trying by just seeing my psychologist once a week and my psychiatrist periodically, and was improving to an extent, but am going downhill fast. Can anyone help?
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Don't Know Where Else to Go
Bipolar, Schizophrenia & Psychosis Support / by spinsteraunt12
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 January 7th, 2018
...See more I joined 7 cups about a month ago, but haven't posted much. Having a rough night/morning. Traumatic event happened for me as a child around this time of the year. I've been all over the place just tonight. I'm so bleeping alone right now. I'm always alone. I'm out of a couple of my psych meds and can't get them until later in the week. I don't know what to do. I don't know if that's what's going on or if I'm just having a bad time. I really don't have many people close in my life. I'm 38 and live with my mother; she and I are close, but she has her own problems. I can't tell her everything. I'm afraid of upsetting her. My sister's in another state. I love her, but she's not here. Have relatives around, but none I talk to. Lost touch with all but one friend, and can't say everything to even her. Have psychologist and psychiatrist, but it's almost 5 a.m. New Year's Day right now. What good are they? I really wish I had an upswing. I'm trying to get there with OTCs and what few psych meds I have, but it's hard. I'm really just awake and alone. Sorry.
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