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spookyluke
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He only dated me because he felt bad for me
Relationship Stress / by spookyluke
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 July 24th, 2019
...See more Im Ftm trans. So I broke up with my boyfriend of 7 months yesterday and I thought it was going to be pretty mutual, but when I told him, he only said he was dating me because he felt bad for me. That made me feel complete shit and now i'm in a pretty hard depressive episode. The biggest effect is my dysphoria. I just really want to start hormones and can't for another 2 yearsand his validation helped a lot with dysphoria. Finding someone who actually finds me attractive just made me feel like I passed. Now I know that the guy who I thought lieked me didn't even like me so I just feel like no one will find me attractive. I feel horrible and just wanted to rant
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