He only dated me because he felt bad for me
Im Ftm trans. So I broke up with my boyfriend of 7 months yesterday and I thought it was going to be pretty mutual, but when I told him, he only said he was dating me because he felt bad for me. That made me feel complete shit and now i'm in a pretty hard depressive episode. The biggest effect is my dysphoria. I just really want to start hormones and can't for another 2 yearsand his validation helped a lot with dysphoria. Finding someone who actually finds me attractive just made me feel like I passed. Now I know that the guy who I thought lieked me didn't even like me so I just feel like no one will find me attractive. I feel horrible and just wanted to rant
@spookyluke i am so sorry that that happened I hope your able to move on and find someone who will apprechiate you more for you i am sure it wasn't easy going through this if its your first break up it will be difficult for a while but time does heal all wounds.
