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"Maybe you are searching among the branches, for what only appears in the roots." ♥♥

"Everyday is a journey, every moment is a blessing, everything has a reason and anyone you have is your defination." ♡♡

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When they leave a long term relationship :( help please
Addiction Support / by spreadkindnessxo
Last post
 June 9th, 2021
...See more I am really struggling emotionally and would love some support/ advice. I was in a 3 year relationship that ended abruptly (not my doing) back in Oct. 2019. Even though it has been approx. 7 months, I am no where near the start of healing stage. I miss him so bad. The emptiness in my soul & sadness that I feel are so powerful & nearly crippling at times. You see- my ex struggles with addiction. I was there for him through some of the most trying times in his life & never judged him/thought less of him because of the demons he battles. I love him unconditionally & truly gave all of myself to this guy. We talked about a future- kids, marriage, living together. How does all of that just Change at the drop of a hat? How do you go from telling someone that they are ur "angel" & to never leave u, to blocking them everywhere, walking away from a long term relationship & cutting all ties? I cannot wrap my head around it. Then to not give someone the proper closure that they deserve after 3 yrs? This breakup has left me broken, questioning myself, love, wondering how someone who made it seem like they really cared & loved me, could just betray me and hurt me so badly. I will never be the same. 😢 I am not sure if my ex might have relapsed & that's why he got rid of me, but I can say he was acting very manic and erratic after the breakup & did have pos. Drug test for thc. All I was trying to do was support/ help him live a healthy & sober life, but yet I'm being told I am "toxic"
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New here- story about my depression
Depression Support / by spreadkindnessxo
Last post
 May 12th, 2020
...See more I am really struggling emotionally and would love some support/ advice. I was in a 3 year relationship that ended abruptly (not my doing) back in Oct. 2019. Even though it has been approx. 7 months, I am no where near the start of healing stage. I miss him so bad. The emptiness in my soul & sadness that I feel are so powerful & nearly crippling at times. You see- my ex struggles with addiction. I was there for him through some of the most trying times in his life & never judged him/thought less of him because of the demons he battles. I love him unconditionally & truly gave all of myself to this guy. We talked about a future- kids, marriage, living together. How does all of that just Change at the drop of a hat? How do you go from telling someone that they are ur "angel" & to never leave u, to blocking them everywhere, walking away from a long term relationship & cutting all ties? I cannot wrap my head around it. Then to not give someone the proper closure that they deserve after 3 yrs? This breakup has left me broken, questioning myself, love, wondering how someone who made it seem like they really cared & loved me, could just betray me and hurt me so badly. I will never be the same. 😢 I am not sure if my ex might have relapsed & that's why he got rid of me, but I can say he was acting very manic and erratic after the breakup & did have pos. Drug test for thc. All I was trying to do was support/ help him live a healthy & sober life, but yet I'm being told I am "toxic"
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