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...See more TW !!! My English is not that good so I'm translating some things. I am 17 years old, I have not had the opportunity to see a psychologist yet, but I would like to. When I was 11 years old I met a man of (supposedly) 21, with whom I had a romance in which I pretended to have 17 years old for like a month, then I told this guy I was actually 11, and he had no reaction. We continued dating for a year or more. During that time I sent him THOSE kinds of pictures many times. and he also sent me photos. I felt loved, He told me he loved me, asked me for photos, and had a lot of fantasies about me, and I thought that was love, but clearly it wasn't. He often told me things like he wanted to kidnap me "as a joke", that he liked the fact that I was a minor, and that he wanted to get me pregnant (when I was 12 years old). It took me years to stop talking to him, because I really loved him and I became very dependent on him. But I did it, and I developed a kind of hypersexuality (which I am very ashamed of) and very low self-esteem. I remember being 14 and looking in the mirror and feeling like nothing more than a sex object, and it hurt so bad. Nowadays I don't sexualize myself as much every day, but I still have very low self-esteem, and I still have problems with my hypersexuality. Anyway, thanks for reading this, I promise I'll try really hard to go to a psychologist, but right now I needed to get all that out.

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