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stampy83
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"Try even when you regret it later"

"I don't care what other people say"

"Just a little braver"

I am in school and I am currently dealing with friendships and school work. It puts stress into me but it's okay. I will get through this! Step by step.




Recent forum posts
Please don't write here, I'm starting a new journal: May 3, 2024
Journals & Diaries / by stampy83
Last post
 3 days ago
...See more Again, I dream that I am embraced in his arms, we run off together along the shoreline of a beach with the most dazzling sunset, my toes feeling the sand as I run across the beach, holding his hand, looking back at him and smiling, he smiles back and runs along with me, another scene shows me and him hugging afterschool, him not wanting to let go, and me not wanting him to let go either, because I am leaving...leaving the school right after the belt ceremony where I got my red belt. I leave M@d!sn, R@#$hm!k@, everyone behind, and I hug him one last time to say goodbye, then I wake up, tears strolling down my eyes, knowing that leaving the school, might be true. But being that close with him, will never happen. What I thought was a dream turns into a nightmare. One nightmare I get each night. One nightmare that will never stop. No matter if he tells me I'll be fine. No matter if he zips up my backpack when its open, no matter when he's kicking my backpack, no matter when he's teasing me for being small. I know. I know that if I don't do anything, I'll lose him forever. I don't even have his number. I will be alone all over again. Again, Again, Again, Again Again Again Again AGAIN. Never ever to be embraced by his arms. Not even once. No matter how hard I try. I. I will never, and I mean never, get what I want. In math, in English, in karate, I don't care. I just want to stay in those classes with him forever. Him with his long hair, his mask, that ring he sometimes wears, his new black shoes, his kind-hearted self, his respectful being entirely. I love him and I just hope, just hope he feels the same way.
04/25/2024
Poetry / by stampy83
Last post
 2 days ago
...See more In every heart, a story lies, Of laughter, tears, and softest sighs. In every soul, a journey deep, Through valleys low and mountains steep. We all have walked on paths unknown, In search of love, in search of home. We've felt the warmth of friendship's glow, And tasted joys that overflow. Through stormy nights and sunny days, We've found our strength in myriad ways. In every trial, we've learned to see The seeds of hope, the possibility. Though shadows fall, and darkness looms, The light within our hearts still blooms. For in the fabric of our lives, Love weaves its threads, and hope revives. So let us cherish every breath, Embrace each moment, face each test. For in the tapestry of time, Our stories blend, our souls entwine. In every heart, a song does play, A melody that guides the way. And as we journey hand in hand, Together, we will always stand.
I cried with this...
Poetry / by stampy83
Last post
 April 23rd
...See more Life is a journey of twists and turns, Of laughter, love, and pain. We carry with us precious memories, Of sunshine and of rain. We cherish those we hold most dear, Their presence in our lives. But sometimes, fate will take them from us, Leaving only love behind. Tears will fall, our hearts will break, As we mourn the ones we've lost. But even in our darkest hours, Their love will never fade. So though they may be gone, Their memories will remain. And in our hearts, we'll hold them close, Until we meet again.
This nice guy...
Journals & Diaries / by stampy83
Last post
 April 26th
...See more Him: "Hey" Me: "what?" Him: "I said hey" Me: "and I say what" Me: "sorry I'm in a bad mood, hi" Him: "What's the reason behind this bad mood?" Me: "my grades in school, friendship problems and my parents" Him: "Grades don't matter. What you learn is what matters. And friends change with time. Don't worry about that." Me: "I need at least passing grades for the scholarship I'm planing to enter" Him: "Well if you truly desire something, you would have to do hard work for that" Me: "I try, but grades are due on Monday and my parents picked me up early from school, so now I can't makeup the missing work I had" Him: "Someone great once said, if there is a will, there is always a way" Him: "Find it" Me: You seem like such a great and supporting person, are you always like this? It's just rare for me to find people like this" Him: "I'm always like this" Me: "Wow, that's nice" Him: "Maybe" Me: "Maybe? I don't think "Maybe"" Him: "Thats your kindness" Me: "My kindness?" Him: " Mhmm. Not everyone appreciate my words...you're appreciating...because you're a kind hearted person" Me: "aw, thank you so much, you brightened my mood" Him: I'm glad that you're okay now" This was a stranger talking to me, I didn't know him but he was so kind and it made me feel like not all people are that bad. I always thought everyone was rude, but he wasn't.
Hey does anyone happen to watch Vinland Saga?
TV & Movies / by stampy83
Last post
 April 24th
...See more I just want to find people who have watched it since not many of my friends watch anime.
Hey guys!
Music & Dance / by stampy83
Last post
 April 22nd
...See more I've been trying to look for people who listen to k-pop, more preferably; StrayKids, LeSerrafim, NewJeans, Enhypen, BTS, BlackPink, Twice, Redvelvet, Mamamoo, etc. If anyone listens to these bands or other ones, I need song suggestions! 🥺
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