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“ 𝙸’𝚕𝚕 𝚋𝚛𝚎𝚊𝚔 𝚢𝚘𝚞𝚛 𝚋𝚘𝚗𝚎𝚜 𝚠𝚒𝚝𝚑 𝚊𝚕𝚕 𝚝𝚑𝚎 𝚕𝚘𝚟𝚎 𝙸 𝚌𝚊𝚛𝚛𝚢…”
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♯⠀ 𓂃⠀⋮ " starlitdaydreamer "

꒰ he ╱ him ┆19 • gay ꒱

𐂯 !!  𓏴  bipolar + autistic !!! please be patient.

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“One day, you will wake up. You’ll wake up and see how much you hurt everyone. You’ll see how much they hate you. And then? You’ll have no one to blame but yourself.”







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Lyric Vent | "Pool" - Samia
Music & Dance / by starlitdaydreamer
Last post
 October 29th, 2025
...See more !!Trigger Warning!! Some lyrics include swears, and self-destructive behaviors! ------------------------- I said loving you is bigger than my head And then you dove in And then I said I'm afraid that I need men You said, need me then If you are already scared with your mouth up in the air Then try to breathe under the water through this tube How long do you think we can sit here before we have to move? We don't talk much in the morning Or beginning when you've just arrived I find that I've forgotten why I did it And I know your middle name But I might know you if I didn't In the moments when you're kissing Like a baby in the kitchen How long How long How long Do I have left with my dog 'til I start forgetting sh-t 'Til we're rich and then we're not, and then we're rich How much longer 'til I'm taller How much longer 'til it's midnight How much longer 'til the morning Are my legs gonna last? Is it too much to ask? Is it too much to ask? Is it too much to ask? Is it too much to ask? Is it too much to ask?
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Lyric Vent| "Show Pony" - Glass Animals
Music & Dance / by starlitdaydreamer
Last post
 October 29th, 2025
...See more !!TRIGGER WARNING!! !!Some lyrics allude to sexual assault, sexual abuse, and destructive, toxic behaviors!! ------------------------- Show pony, make it burn Smile as the knife is turned Show pony making a return As we make our way through the..   I'll begin at the beginning, you met in New York City He was sitting like a prince on the stairs of his old building And he kissed you, you were finished, two months in a minute Married at a desk in your sundress with a witness Had a honeymoon in Texas, went to Little Venice Told him with your eyes, now you’re crying in the clinic And we pile into the Plymouth, haircuts in the kitchen He always fell asleep just before the movie finished     But you don’t, baby, you’re alone Echoes in your head, pressed into the floor Two-dimensional When’s it gonna end? Maybe when you’re dead? Maybe you’re a fool, but he loved you And he loved you in a t-shirt, mmm All the memories inside your curves Now you’re coming back to show us that girl So roll those credits, 'cause the sequel’s gonna hurt, mmm Show pony, make it burn Smile as the knife is turned Show pony, making a return As we make our way through the universe Show pony, making it burn That's how revenge is served Make it so cold that it hurts I guess he's right that you live and learn   It's how the story goes, ramen on your own Waiting by the phone, lipstick on the coat Waiting by the door, you live in his clothes You would make a joke that you had none of your own All that sh-t I learned from you Kindness spilt like milk and juice So blindsided by the truth In some way I was sure you knew   But you don’t, baby, you’re alone Echoes in your head, pressed into the floor Two-dimensional When’s it gonna end? Maybe when you’re dead? Maybe you’re a fool, but he loved you And he loved you in a t-shirt, mmm All the memories inside your curves Now you’re coming back to show us that girl So roll those credits, 'cause the sequel’s gonna hurt, mmm     Show pony, make it burn Smile as the knife is turned Show pony, making a return As we make our way through the universe   All those nights he left you and me There was nothing left of you, but he squeezed All those times he did what he pleased Boy, those scars must really run deep And all that hurt comes out in one scream And it pierced him like the paper receipt    That you got that time you went for foodThat first night that he saw you   Show pony, make it burn Smile as the knife is turned Show pony making a return As we make our way through the universe Show pony making it burn That's how revenge is served Make it so cold that it hurts I guess he's right that you live and learn  
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Jupiter's Playlist | For Cal
Music & Dance / by starlitdaydreamer
Last post
 September 30th, 2025
...See more Hello. These are the songs on my playlist that I made for my love, Cal. <3 ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ *  "Nothing's Gonna Hurt You, Baby" - CAS * Blood Wolf Moon - Tommy Ashby  * YKWIM? - Yot Club * Lovers Rock - TV Girl * She - Dodie * Velvet Ring - Big Thief * Always Forever - Cults * Fall Into Me - Forest Blakk *  Dreamland - Glass Animals * Vampire Bat - Glass Animals * Pluto Projector - Rex Orange County * Best Friend - Rex Orange County * Washing Machine Heart - Mitski * Cloud 9 - Beach Bunny * I'll Look Good When I'm Sober - Lovejoy * Better - Sign Crushes Motorist * The Bug Collector - Haley Hendric  * i just want to hold her - Sign Crushes Motorist * I'll Keep You Safe - Sleeping At Last * Sweet Hibiscus Tea - Penelope Scott * I Wanna Be Yours - Arctic Monkeys * You Were Good To Me - Jeremy Zucker & Chelsea Cutler * ghostin' - Ariana Grande * Motion Sickness - Phoebe Bridgers * Coffee - beabadoobee * Like Real People Do - Hozier * Talk to Me - Cavetown * Evermore - Taylor Swift + Bon Iver  
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Lyric Vent | "Sleeping On Trains" - James Marriott
Music & Dance / by starlitdaydreamer
Last post
 September 20th, 2025
...See more How could it be that We stop just like that You stole your life back We part ways I never listen Do you think of the night when You packed all my bags She stared at the stack To locate What was missing Look what you started by ignoring All the signs You never changed Still obsessed with losing time There it goes There it goes There it goes Put your pride aside You're just getting by And I'm the same life-draining man That I've always been Fu-k being human Switch my blood for kerosene There it goes There it goes There it goes I'm not satisfied But I'm sleeping on a train again Point out the fault that Made you want to quit I'll cope with the shame I might deal with it For your friends who refused to Cough up their goodbyes I'd see you all soon If i never lied Look what you started by ignoring All the signs You never changed Still obsessed with losing time There it goes There it goes There it goes Put your pride aside You're just getting by And I'm the same life-draining man That I've always been Fu-k being human Switch my blood for kerosene There it goes There it goes There it goes I'm not satisfied But I'm sleeping on a train again When all is said and done You came just for the ride The next one has begun (and I) And I I'm alone on the run Until our paths collide are you upset that i won? (oh my) (oh my) Look what you started by ignoring All the signs You never changed Still obsessed with losing time There it goes There it goes There it goes Put your pride aside You're just getting by And I'm the same life-draining man That I've always been Fu-k being human Switch my blood for kerosene There it goes There it goes There it goes I'm not satisfied But I'm sleeping on a train again
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Lyric Vent | "Domestic Bliss" - Glass Animals
Music & Dance / by starlitdaydreamer
Last post
 September 16th, 2025
...See more !!! TRIGGER WARNING !! - lyrics mention domestic violence, physical abuse, and sexual abuse.  ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ I see the bruise, I see the truth I see what he been doin' to you Blood on the shoes, what's his excuse? He says he's doing some new kung fu You always use his bullsh-t excuse But I see what he been doin' to you Why'd you put up with that sh-t? Why'd you go back for that kiss? Maybe it tastes like him when you've got tears on your lips Why'd you put up with that sh-t? Why don't we pack and leave this? Why do you smile when he cries? Why do you cry when he wins? Fight for me We can leave, I'm beggin', please On my-on my knees, go to Hawaii Fight for me, say, "We can leave," I'm beggin', please On my-on my knees Hawa-Hawaii He got balloons, new flowers, too Last one's dyin' in your bedroom He squeezin' you, blame-blamin' you Mama just usin' her red perfume Domestic bliss I know how bad you wanted it Why'd you put up with that sh-t? Why'd you go back for that kiss? Maybe it tastes like him when you've got tears on your lips Why'd you put up with that sh-t? Why don't we pack and leave this? Why do you smile when he cries? Why do you cry when he wins? Fight for me We can leave, I'm beggin', please On my-on my knees, go to Hawaii Fight for me, say, "We can leave," I'm beggin', please On my-on my knees Hawa-Hawaii My God, I'll be right in, the trickle of lightnin' I knew before I heard, I felt it in my skin My God, I'll be right in, the trickle of lightnin' I knew before I heard, I felt it in my skin Fight for me We can leave, I'm beggin', please On my-on my knees, go to Hawaii Fight for me, say, "We can leave," I'm beggin', please On my-on my knees Hawa-Hawaii
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Lyric Vent | "Saint Bernard" - Lincoln
Music & Dance / by starlitdaydreamer
Last post
 September 15th, 2025
...See more Hung pictures of patron Saints up on my wall To remind me that I am a fool Tell me where I came from What I will always be Just a spoiled little kid Who went to Catholic school When I am d*ead  I won't join their ranks Because they are both holy and free And I'm in Ohio Satanic and chained up And until the end That's how it'll be I said "Make me love myself So that I might love you Don't make me a liar 'Cause I swear to God When I said it, I thought it was true" Saint Calvin told me Not to worry about you But he's got his own things to deal with There's really just one thing That we have in common Neither of us will be missed A Saint Bernard sits at the Top of the driveway You always said how you love dogs I don't know if I count, But I'm trying my best When I'm howling and barking these songs
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Matching PFPs | @RossyPuppy
Arts & Crafts / by starlitdaydreamer
Last post
 September 15th, 2025
...See more        (this one's a dog and cat lol)
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Lyric Vent | "Toothache" - James Marriott
Music & Dance / by starlitdaydreamer
Last post
 September 15th, 2025
...See more Walk me back to your house, watch me rot in his place With your hand in my pocket and your eyes on my face I'll sit and pretend that I can hear what you say I'd usually nod in agreement, but just not today Got this toothache That won't heal but won't break And it hurts, but I can never get enough Put me down in your chair I'll watch you place your constraints When I start leaning back I'll care to stomach the pain You cut into my mouth And I can't help but taste all the moments we have Leave me feeling the same Got this toothache That won't heal but won't break And it hurts, but I can never get enough She calls sometimes when she needs someone And she's got no-one to pick up the phone It ruminates and it takes its toll Then I close my mouth and end up alone She calls sometimes when she needs someone And she's got no-one to pick up the phone It feels so wrong when I play along But I pray the line will break And she cries her heart out She cries her heart out She cries her heart out She cries her heart out Got this toothache that won't heal but won't break And it hurts, but I can never get enough Got this toothache that won't heal but won't break And it hurts, but I can never get enough, no
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