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*TRIGGER WARNING* Is this rape?
Trauma Support / by strawberry1waffles
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 June 7th, 2023
...See more (I was 7 years old when this happened) I was sleeping in my bedroom. I wasn't fully conscious at the time. I felt something touching my legs, my stomach, and my private area. I was trying to figure out what was going on as I slept. It took me a while to wake up, but as soon as I opened my eyes, I saw my stepfather's head was under my legs. The pants I was wearing were gone. The underwear I was wearing was gone. My mind was flooded with confusion. It was so terrifying that I froze. He was rubbing his hands on my *** and I couldn't move. I would act as if I was asleep when he looked up to see if I was awake. There was nothing I could say or do except watch. I felt scared. Then, my step-father began to put his finger inside of me and then out of me. He was putting his finger back in again. It was painful. I moved because it hurt. As soon as I moved, he realized I was awake. He got up from under me and out of my room. To check if I was awake, he came back to the hallway in front of my bedroom door. I cracked my eyes and acted as if I was asleep. He'd left my bedroom and entered the room across from mine with my mom. I didn't want what happened to me to happen again, so I didn't go back to sleep.
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