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...See more Hey there! 👋🏻 I’m in my mid twenties and in desperate need of friends who understand and have some humour. I try to take life’s challenges with (bad) humour but that’s not for everyone i know. I’m this really chatty and talkative person but also incredibly anxious at times. Probably misdiagnosed anxiety disorder is the current diagnosis. Whenever someone messages me I get so incredibly anxious and start overthinking (which generally is the wrong way to go for me) and get even more anxious so that I don’t text them back anymore but keep thinking about it. But I really want to have this special friend that totally gets me (and I them of course). Sooo I’m going all in now to change that. Most people around me don’t get feeling anxious (I’m happy for them but still meh) and if they do that’s all we’re talking about. Nothing happy, nothing good, just anxiety and depression. To most people around me I seem like this very self confident and strong person which makes it difficult for many to understand my struggles every now and then. I sometimes feel with them like I’m not unwell enough - I would have to be a complete wreck before it is okay for me to struggle because I can obviously live a pretty damn good life as it is. As if you’re not allowed to be happy every now and then when you’re struggling. On the other side to those that get my struggle my life is too good and I’m not suffering enough. And that’s what i wanna talk about - I wanna talk about life, the good and the bad, the pretty and ugly, thoughts, society, hobbies - I love diys of all sorts and keep getting more and more hobbies. Just started learning the kalimba. I am a giant nerd. Star Wars/Trek, Lotr, Marvel….. I’m currently painting a galaxy at the ceiling of one of my rooms. I pretty much listen to all genres of music but I’m quite partial to metal, punk pop, rock, jazz and funny enough one german singer (I’m german but dont usually like german music). I’m really into fashion, thrifting and historical stuff and I love video games (not very good at it but love it anyways). ….so….wanna chat? 🙃 If you to message me - be ready cause I challenged myself to just write and send without thinking even twice about it. But I’m very much looking forward to it ☺️ Hope you’re having a lovely day 💕

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