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summerscent000
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Struggling
Addiction Support / by summerscent000
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 May 25th, 2021
...See more I was expose with porn at a young age. It was my guilty pleasure. It drive me into excitement and led to masturbation. But now, it serves as a destroying habit that I want to stop. I want to control myself when I feel the urge to do those activities. Can someone help me? Because I want to start clean for a change
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My road to accepting
Anxiety Support / by summerscent000
Last post
 May 29th, 2021
...See more After my father died, I realized that I have changed or well- my family changed. I have to adapt with him being gone and me taking care of my mother. I have to give up my once dream of entering my preferred uni and be the best of myself. I have to adjust for my family because we only have ourselves. I have to changed schools and place just to attend my new responsibility. At first I hought it was fine but then as the new semester entered with new faces that I wish to be close with made it scarier. It made me build up my anxiety socially and depression. I just dont know ehat to do anymore. I dont want to go to school now fearing of being alone and having no friends. It is like the grieve from my lost and the new environment punched me in the gut that I cannot bear. And every time some event or activity happens with the school I get the anxiety I wish I dont have. I try to deprive my attention o my new hobbies and talents but as time passess by, it loses its effect on me and I keep on losing my battles. With overthinking of the what ifs and the regrets and responsibilities I have to tend, there is no more room for me to grow. And I have accepted it. And that is what I am scared of. I am contented with being a half baked human being because with the low expectations people gave me. It is like all negativity has mysteriously overpower me. I just dont know what to do anymore.
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