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...See more Ive always been eating a lot of candy, but when I turned 15 I started to over eat more then just candy. I made portions big enough for at least 2 people, and I ate it all and I still do today cuz I dont have a perception on how much food is too much, and no matter how much food is on my plate I will finish it. I buy food all the time, and sweets. I eat something unhealthy everyday cuz its the only time I feel calm and at peace. Ive gained 35 kilograms in the past 3 years. My closest friends all look like models and I always feel like the ugly fat one when Im around them. My selfesteem has been sinking so low that I cant do things I love anymore. I used to love going out drinking with my friends, and I always felt so pretty all dressed up. I dont do that anymore. I cant be seen outside with my beautiful friends because im to ugly. If I have rules for clothes, I have to wear a outfit that covers my arms , legs and tummy. My selfesteem has gotten so bad that I can stare at myself in the mirror and then hit myself cuz im so fat and ugly. Im getting more and more depressed each day and Im losing the will to live. And instead of starting to work out and eat healthy I fill this whole with food and online shopping.. I have a debth on 5000 dollars. I dont even know who I am anymore Im just this big fat joke walking around on two legs standing beside my friends to make them look even prettier. Please help me.

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