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sunsetshimmerx
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numb and wanting to giving up
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20, UK

Trying to stay alive in a life that isn't mine... yet.




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Showering and mental health
General Support / by sunsetshimmerx
Last post
 February 17th, 2025
...See more I haven't showered in over a week and I can feel my depression worsening. My life is far from an easy one to deal with every day and just having this on top of everything I deal with on a daily basis is like the world keeps testing me and trying to find my limit. I don't want to leave the house, (which is so ironic because on Monday I had plans to do something for me and my life to better it just slightly, but no, had to be taken away from me) I hate looking at myself in the mirror, I cant have my hair down because it's so gross it bothers me, I just feel so disgusting. For context, the drains are blocked and the plumbers my family use take ages to actually come round to try fix the problem. I am going insane and I don't like when I feel like this because I feel very on edge and impulsive to do not very good things to myself.
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Birthday.
Newbie Hub / by sunsetshimmerx
Last post
 February 14th, 2025
...See more can somebody just say happy birthday to me before my birthday ends? (no one acknowledged my other post here)
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Birthday Blues I guess
Newbie Hub / by sunsetshimmerx
Last post
 February 9th, 2025
...See more It's my birthday today, I turn 20, I have been home all day in bed just crying over everything that consists my life. More and more of my life is slipping away from me with no memories or change being made in the process. My life is a very difficult and strange one, and I wish it would all just end.  I am also on the verge of a breakup in a 2 year relationship where my partner is my everything and would be so much more lost without them. I really don't know what to do with myself anymore.
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