Showering and mental health

I haven't showered in over a week and I can feel my depression worsening.

My life is far from an easy one to deal with every day and just having this on top of everything I deal with on a daily basis is like the world keeps testing me and trying to find my limit.

I don't want to leave the house, (which is so ironic because on Monday I had plans to do something for me and my life to better it just slightly, but no, had to be taken away from me) I hate looking at myself in the mirror, I cant have my hair down because it's so gross it bothers me, I just feel so disgusting.

For context, the drains are blocked and the plumbers my family use take ages to actually come round to try fix the problem.

I am going insane and I don't like when I feel like this because I feel very on edge and impulsive to do not very good things to myself.