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sunskymoon210
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Relationship Stress / by sunskymoon210
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 July 11th, 2025
...See more Previously my boyfriend and I would spend a lot of time together. But in the month of June he was traveling a lot and our communication wasn’t that great. I kinda started feeling like I wasn’t a priority and I would get really sad. When he finally came back from the trip, we hung out. And he went to work and the night he got off from work he said he would be free the next day. But the next day when we would text it barely felt like he was really being active. Later on I found out that he was busy. But I was so angry and upset that I told him that he was a bad boyfriend, that I deserved someone better, that I was feeling abused because he didn’t seem to listen, that I wasn’t happy. He was really hurt by all of this. So I told him that we just needed a few hours apart. When I wanted to talk to him again he didn’t want to talk. So I told him that we could talk the next day. The next day comes up we kinda chat about the convo but not really because he had work. He left for work and on his way to work texted me and told me that we needed to go 3 days no contact so that he could figure out the best way to show up for me. After the 3 days were over he broke up with me. He told me that he wanted me to be happy and for me to find someone else. In that moment I just cried I didn’t really say much. And I asked why he couldn’t break up with me in person and he told me that it would be too hard for him to let me go. But he wants to let. Me go so that I can find someone better. But I didn’t mean anything that I said to him. He’s an amazing boyfriend. And it’s been almost 2 weeks. And he blocked me on everything so that he could move on. But it’s always been him. Since the beginning. When I first met him his eyes were so dark but as I got to know him  more they got brighter. I’m in love with every part of him and I did something so terrible. He talked about marrying me, about getting me a promise ring, about children. About everything. I’m thinking about reaching out to him through one of my friends and just talking to him. I’ve cried every day since the break up and I literally just feel so lost without him. I don’t feel like myself. He was the person I went to express myself. He’s helped me understand my feelings more. It just hurts.  And today would have made 10 months since we officially became boyfriend and girlfriend but we were pursuing each other romantically for a while before that. Should I reach out to him today? Pls help. What if I reach out to him and he doesn’t want me back. What if he hates me? We were both sobbing uncontrollably when he broke up with me.
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