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My sister has schizophrenia and a heroin addiction I need someone who understands !
Bipolar, Schizophrenia & Psychosis Support / by sweetdeefusilli87
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 December 8th, 2021
...See more I will try to make this as short as possible, my sister has been sick ever since she was little it progressively got worse throughout the years miss diagnosing ect ..... finally they have the right diagnosis on the right medication I have never seen her so happy and not having episodes .... my whole life has been chaos , being psychically abused by her cops always at my house taking her away ..... her riotous attitude that she has from my mother does not help ..... I have so much more to say I feel so guilty helpless and alone ....... she stopped taking her medication about 4 years ago and it just progressively got worse and worse , for a minute I thought she had it together to notice something was off , she gets arrested and as I’m cleaning her bedroom I find the drugs it’s been 2 years and it’s like one of those mug shot collages ..... I repress every feeling I have from my childhood which I’m pretty sure I have well children’s syndrome bc I feel the need to try to fix everything and help my father bc she has burned every bridge . I cryed when I saw the mug shot I couldn’t believe that was her .... I thought I was walking into a nar alon meeting tonight I’m preset sure it was an aa meeting I dunno what I’m doing .... even if I tell my crazy life that sounds like a movie and made up who is going to understand the mental part of it ..... it effects every part of my life I don’t want to go to therapy bc thinking about all of this is too painful for me ..... I called everyplace you could think of and no one wants to deal with someone schizophrenic like that .... and especially on drugs it’s like I’m in this continuous bad movie ..... I want to go on top of a mountain and scream until I have no voice I’m so frustrated and fucking sad .... I’m just so sad I know what the outcome is going to be and I don’t know if I can’t handle it
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