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tajxoxoxo
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ig this is gonna b sorta like a diary
Addiction Support / by tajxoxoxo
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 May 8th, 2018
...See more yo im 15 n im addicted to xans n percs and no one rly knos abt it. when i was 13, i got into coke bc of a guy i was dating and i think thats how evrything started. todays i think abt a week into may, but its been rly hard tryin to keep track of time lately i dont kno what exact day it is. ive been sober a few hours, but all day ever since i woke up, all i could think abt was how badly i wanted to get high, but i dont have anything left n i got no money, so i tried distracting myself by watching tv n talkin to people n goin outside to skate, but nothing worked n since no one was home except for my lil sister who was still asleep, i searched the entire house, i rly looked evrywhere hoping to find pills or money or something but all i found was $5 in change n i got real mad. i thought id at least find painkillers since my mom hurt her leg real bad a while ago and i feel shitty for even thinkin abt stealing her painkillers. i ended up looking up evry single thing in the medicine cabinet, seeing what could get me high and i feel fucking stupid saying it, but i downed half a bottle of cough syrup and it got me fucked up i still feel it a bit. i considered takin my add meds that my mom made me stop taking bc she thought they made me agitated, but shed notice if they were gone. i hav school tomorrow i might ask a couple of my friends to blaze but thatll only last a couple hours idk what im gonna do im gonna try updatin this evryday ig thats my thing for today
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