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...See more I graduated from high school in June and im becoming a shut in.my anxiety and depression are taking over my life i hate myself sometime because i might just be lazy but i don't want a job i don't like dealing with people i get too nervous.i tried working a retail job nightshift full time but i hated it so much i started thinking about suicide so i stopped going didn't even quit i just stopped going and told my mom they fired me.sometimes i feel like a burden that makes me suicidal like im not worth the ground i stand on because all i do all day is sit on my computer, play videogames and watch anime.im to content with this life i have no hopes or dreams idk what i want in life all i can think of is stupid mics and computer stuf i don't realy even need.im like a child.all my parents tell me is its all part of being an adult.is being an adult mean getting a job you hate paying bills and passing out because your so tired being an adult?all i can think about is ending my life sometimes.everything i do is pointless.im such a bland person i want friends,a relationship,and a job i love but i don't know what to do i haven't realy been out the house for 6 months im overweight and unhealthy,im not the cleanest person i go for 2 or 3 days before showering im disgusting,it might even get worse ive shut myself in my room most of the day.and the thing i do all day is play videogames i suck at them theres not even a point in playing just something to get me to stop thinking about things.i love doing art but i haven't realy been able to do it because i have no passion or will.sorta like my life is a big gray screen floating bye day to day.

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