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thoughtfulMango4319
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Feeling terrible for not your fault
Family & Caregivers / by thoughtfulMango4319
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 December 29th, 2021
...See more I am tired of everything going on, there's good but i really had a rough day. Well that made me realise how toxic my relationship with my parents was... specially my mother. I don't know maybe both of them have issues but lately doe to a reason my relation with my mother is getting worse...and today my parents have been fighting and screaming all morning and afternoon. I can't prevent but get involved ..and i too bashed on her ...she says dad manipulated me to do ..but i did bcs she makes each of my day terrible. I had so much bottled up in me. And in anger she said she is dead to me, and made it pretty clear. I said I accept it, and i want to...she is not the person who used to love me a lot once....no one is perfect not my dad too, but once u start developing anger over someone...u find many reasons . It's my parents problem. They are in a toxic relation. Nothing done can make them perfect. I don't have anything to do with it...but i cant stay this way... Scared...i am not this person...i laugh..make others laugh...always positive. There's so much to write i don't know what to...
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