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tidyTiger1384
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Gay Married guy living dual life
LGBTQ+ / MOGII Support / by tidyTiger1384
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 May 11th
...See more Hi I am a 37 year old guy. I am married gay who is struggling with emotional turmoil, sometimes too much due to not being able to express my true self. I mostly live a dual life and have guilt of affecting someone's life. I didnt had a choice but to marry and I am lot further in life now. I admire good looking, fit guys and wish to be friends with them and more. Whats my fault but of course i cant say this to anyone. I cant tell anyone what my true emotions are, need to hide what i like and need to express what i dont like. Sometimes these things feel overwhelming. I sometimes admire other guys, sometimes compare and this causes low self worth. I pretend to watch cricket when i dont like it. I wish to be comfortable with who I am without changing, change will come afterwards. I want to be stronger physically. I want to have healthy body image and good self worth. I want to be comfortable in my own skin.  Any other guy going through similar emotions or turmoil want to connect? Sometimes talking to someone going through similar challenges can be really helpful.
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