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...See more I don't know if you could say I have depression because I'm always laughing and smiling and I guess that's all that my mom sees. I used to talk to a therapist for like 5 years because my parents were getting divorced and it was really messy and just a terrible situation for the whole family. But my mom thinks that I don't need to talk to anyone anymore, even though I've asked her many times, because she thinks "I'm fine". I used to be a tough girl that didn't care what people thought about me and I was the best player on volleyball and lacrosse and my goal was always to be better than everyone else and I was so confident. Well this year I'm on varsity and since volleyball started this year, I just am not the same when I play. I am now terrified to step on the court because I'm afraid of making mistakes and I have no confidence in my abilities anymore. I don't even get excited to play anymore and this was my favorite sport just a few months ago. I thought it was just something that I would get over as the season continued and it was just pregame jitters and nerves. But as the season goes on, I can't shake it off and I just always feel like I'm not good enough and I have no motivation to even try to be better. I'm always tired and never have energy anymore and I'm just losing hope in myself because I don't want to accomplish my goals or do anything for myself anymore. I'm genuinely afraid of the person I'm becoming and I really would like some advice...

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