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i think i’m a bad person
Friendship Support / by ttulip
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 November 10th, 2024
...See more it happens with everyone i’m friends with. i start saying things that hurt their feelings and make them upset. i obviously don’t want to hurt them. but it always seems to be this way. my current friend is getting upset at everything i say. it seems i get more negative reactions from him then good. he points out when i say something nice and it seems few and far between. he keeps asking me to apologize and say sorry for what i’ve said but i just get so upset. it’s hard to explain why i can’t. it’s beginning to seem like i’m just a terrible person. i say mean things and then don’t even apologize for them. i’ve always struggled with making friends so he’s my only friend i have at the moment. we’ve known each other for nearly two and a half years now and he said that i was nicer before. do you know how much that hurts? maybe it would be better if just weren’t friends but he keeps wanting to remain friends with me. i don’t understand why he keeps wanting to since i obviously am just mean to him all the time. i don’t know. i’m so confused and i don’t know what to do. he wants to talk to me but what am i supposed to say? of course i’m sorry for all the stupid things i say. i’m sorry for never apologizing. i’m sorry for being a bad person. we’d had so many similar conversations about this before. i feel like maybe this is just who i am. maybe i’m just rude and mean and everything i say is upsetting. i don’t understand what i’m doing wrong. why can’t i just be nice
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